Overwhelmed by God’s love

God, You are amazing. You love me even though You know what I am and what I’ve done. You know my thoughts, my past and You see past my walls into the depths of me. It blows me away that after all that, You still love me. But I accept it, no I relish in it. I want to bask in Your love. I want to be overwhelmed by it, overpowered by You. I want to hear Your still small voice. Sometimes I struggle to tune in to You. I need Your help. I want to trust You with all my heart and not to lean on my own understanding. I believe, help my unbelief!